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Maria - Evil Strawberry PopTart
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[29 Apr 2008|07:14pm] |
I am tired and ready for finals to be over next week. I am drained.....
I walk the stage on may 10th at 2 in beeville!!!! If i pass college algebra this time, :) then i only need my 2 kinesiology in the summer and i am dom\ne with my second associates!!! i already got accepted into A&M CC for the fall so looking foward to that. I a have tons of stuff i need to finish so this is all for now. I hope all is well for everyone. :)
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[07 Feb 2008|03:28pm] |
I know i haven't been on here in forever.
I did it. I got my Associates in Law Enforcement. Now I am finishing out the rest of my basics for another associates.
My schedule this semester: MW Work 8-12
Gov 10-11
Work 11-12
College Algebra 1 - 2:30
Work 3-6
Friday same except 2-5
T Thurs: Art Appreciation 8 - 930
Computer science 9:30 - 11
Work 12 - 6
For some strange reason though i am rather sleepy right now so i will write more later and get back to work...
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[07 Sep 2007|03:43pm] |
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It's been a while since I've been on here. I've had so much going on these past few months it's been insane. I really don't want to get into the extent of it all, but i will say that after what seemed like forever and endless stress i finally got my "Congrats it not cancer" letter. The emotional and physical pain of these past months has at least made me realize the things in life that are truly important. And i am lucky to have such wonderful friends. I am so blessed to have them in my life. There's nothing like being scared to let you know who your good friends are. I am also that much more in love too.
I've also been dealing with the jealous ex-girlfriend who made it clear that "I ruined everything." If she's going to make up lies, she could at least make up lies that had the slightest bit potential to be even remotely true....
I'm done with my associates for law enforcement in December!!! I'm excited. Since I started at UTSA i have a lot of the basics down already so i've decided to stay one more semester to finish that up too, so in May I should have a 2nd associates degree.
I work 9-6 on monday, wednesday, and 8-5 friday, but tuesdays are the busiest. I have two morning classes from eight to eleven. Then i pick up my mom and have class again at 12. I put in a few hours at work until 6, then i have a night class from 6-9:30.
I also still have the position of being the president of the law enforcement association, so i'm working with my group getting ready for upcoming events and fundraisers...
Well, that's it for now. I hope everyone is doing great...I should get back to work.....
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[10 May 2007|03:02pm] |
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VICE AND NARCOTICS INVESTIGATION - A (must have been all the experience)
Texas peace officer citizen encounters - B
CRIMINALISTICS II - A
speech - B
SUMMER 1 - CHILD ABUSE PREVENTION AND INVESTIGATION
COURT SYSTEMS AND PRACTICES
SUMMER 2 - LEGAL ASPECTS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT
FALL 2007 - SPANISH
CRIME SCENE PHOTOGRAPHY
POLICE SYSTEMS AND PRACTICES
DECEMBER - GRADUATION!!!!!!!!
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[05 May 2007|03:35pm] |
Everything has been going pretty good lately. Finals are next week and i'm done for a while, until summer 1 then summer two. all i have left is next semester and i should grad in december if it all goes to plan.
I am soooo in love right now. I've never felt this way with ANY of the guy's i've dated. ANY. Yes i am scared, but not stupid enough to ruin things by pushing him away as i have a tendency to do. Maybe b/c i care so much about him that i know i won't try to run away. Latham is so sweet to me. He's just a good person alltogether. The past months have gone by so fast, but they've been good....<3
i'm sick right now and my head hurts, so i'm gonna hide in my bed till Latham gets out of work. Something about boxing and his brother's house....
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[09 Mar 2007|01:28pm] |
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I am excited about spring break. I finally get time off from work and school that I so despretely need. I can't travel anywhere b/c I still have to take my mom to her treatments, but at least I can sleep in three out of the five weekdays i'm out. i'm kinda nervous about spring break too. Latham is going to meet my dad, stepmom and sisters. i already know his sister b/c we have classes together here at school. i met his brother, his brother's wife and his friends like three weeks ago and we've all gone out together a few times. He's only met my mom though. My dad and i have never really been close so this is a huge step for me and I think Latham knows that. I was even nervous asking him if he even wanted to go with me to my dad's, but he was sweet about it and he just said "I'd like that very much."
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[05 Mar 2007|12:43pm] |
Type O Negative
Concrete St
Thurs. April 26
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[01 Mar 2007|03:49pm] |
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i am at work. i have absolutely nothing to do. i am like ten different levels of bored...
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[27 Feb 2007|03:16am] |
life has been going pretty well lately, but i have been super busy with school and work and taking care of my mom and hanging out with friends, and being president, and now going out.
Saturday was a blast, Went paintball at chapman ranch with my law enforecment club, still a little saor. only got hit a few times the whole day. took out a lot of guys, and made burgers for lunch. latham bought me veg burgers - he's a sweet heart. went home and showered then went out with him and his friends, had too many margaritas and crashed at 4 am. worked it off sunday afternoon. had a good time though, like him so much....
here at work pretending to do something....post more later
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| thrusday night |
[03 Feb 2007|04:02pm] |
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thursday night went well. he is such a sweetheart and he is such a good person. he took me out to dinner and then we went and saw the hitcher. we spent most of the night talking and talking. he is so comfortable for me to be around. i like him but i mean it when i say that i would be ok if nothing came out of this, because he is just a really great person that i am lucky to even have as a friend....we'll see what happens
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[01 Feb 2007|10:01am] |
i finally figured everything out at school with classes being canceled and removed and re-located and added and dropped and everything. that was stressful beyond relief. i cut back this semester to only 13 hours as opposed to last semester's 17. but everything is working out and i have a little more time now. so mon-wed i have speech. mon-wed-and fri i have texas peace officer citizen encounters. and tuesday/thursday i have vice and narcotics investigation and criminalistics. if everything goes ok i am supposed to take 2 classes this summer and graduate in december. time goes so quickly...
as you can tell i've pretty much just been keeping busy. still working at school (what i'm SUPPOSED to be doing right now :)).
i'm going to the movies with a guy from school tonight. Don't know if i can call it a date yet or not, but we've been friends for a while. i met him three semesters ago when i first transferred here. hope to have fun, and get my mid of things. too many things to talk about here and now, but there's been a lot of stress and sadness lately, so i'm looking forward to tonight...
should get back to work or at least pretend to be doing something constructive...
hope all is well w/ everyone
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[21 Dec 2006|02:23pm] |
Papa Roach was Tuesday...awesome
I didn't get hime until almost seven Wednesday morning...
I love being out on break....
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| by all definations of the word...i rock |
[12 Dec 2006|05:23pm] |
I did awesome this semester -
Criminal Justice Survey/ Related fields - A
Basic Telecommunications/ Dispatch - A
Criminal Investigations - B
Texas Peace Officer Skills - A
Fundamentals of Criminal Law - B
Go maria...
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[01 Dec 2006|05:51pm] |
Today i became the perfect example of why you should always wear your seatbelts kids....
Monday, Wednesday, and today we have been driving the cop cars to kingsville to do our driving obsticle course...Monday we had to swerve between cones going 40....that was wasy
Wednesday we had to drive though these gates going 40 and going either right or left depending on which way Sillivan told us to go...that was fun
Today was the reversing....not good.
I'm in the car with Diana, and she had been having a hard time driving, so Sullivan put me with her to help her out and calm her down. I tell her to turn her wheel and the punches the gas and floors it. So sweet helpful maria ends up smashing her arm into the steering wheel, her leg into the dashboeard, and i practically landed on top of Diana, and my glasses flew out the drivers window. She came within a few inches of running them over woth the back tire. I made 100 though, so it was worth the pain.
Then i get out of the car and stand by the cones with Juan. He put his arm around and he's like, Woah! are you ok?!! Then Sullivan is like maybe she can concentrate better by herself, so Diana goes again. She cannot control her car and she misses the turn completely and stars backing up STRAIT twords me and Juan. Juan pulls me closer to him and i just froze, put my arms around his waist,my head on his chest, and closed my eyes. im not even on the force yet and i was already close to death...but at least i felt safe in juan's arms...
I'm at work...supposed to be working.
I'm gonna go home, take some Advil and dream my life away for awile....
All in all though, today was fun.
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| last night... |
[30 Nov 2006|06:47pm] |
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Last night was freaking awesome!!!
We did our night shoot out at the range.
I drove the patrol car over there with Luis and Juan. Those guys are crazy. Luis is awesome, because he's so laid back.
We went to the shooting house and did swat-style stuff. We swept the house an took out the bad guys with 12-gauges. It was so fun.
We made burgers (i had yummy veggie ones)and battled big ass scorpions...
then we shot the 9mm...it was kinda hard to hold the big ass flashlights at the same time.
It was so much fun. I wish Nathan would have been there. I didn't realize until last night that i actually really missed him.
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[29 Nov 2006|11:05am] |
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Friday night was one that i really needed. I got to see all my old friends, and got to party with the guys. I hadn't seen most of them since graduation.
Guy was there. He wouldn't look at me and he completey ignored me. I gave his girlfriend a hug and asked her how she had benn. She spoke to me just to be polite, but i think you could tell she didnt want to talk to me. She has always been such a sweet person.
Any way, I took friday night very well. Seeing him had no affect on me as i thought it would. At first, when i found out he was gonna be there, i decided i didnt want to go, but then i realized that i cant let him keep me away from doing whatever i want to do. ....
My friend lydia had this quote on her myspace page
"Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit.
Have fun, get drunk, and fall in love.
Say what you want to say, and do what u want to do.
Regret nothing, and don’t let people who don’t matter bring you down"
He doesn't matter to me anymore. And i know and realize that now....
I feel free
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[18 Nov 2006|01:37pm] |
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